I have been married for more than 10 years, I always have sex with her husband to fake it. The husband to meet fast asleep, I do it yourself put yourself into a climax. I'm always masturbation fantasy and my college best friend elder sister together. Elder sister is two years older than me, is from the society entered the University, her dignified and beautiful, tall a great lady style. I look like a little and dainty, daughter of a humble family.

We met and became good friends. Four years of college, I always along with elder sister side, I was more than 20 years old, always think oneself is very small, do not want to find a boyfriend, but the side did not let me man. Elder sister person university before he had a boyfriend, so when the students in the salty together, I and elder sister together. I always use two hands holding her arm so walk together, sister than I nearly face on my head, sister's shoulder, greedily smelling armpit sister exudes a faint fragrance. May not be said to be a fragrance, but my sister let me smell. I often said to my sister. If the elder sister is a man. Sister finger point my nose and said: if a man must marry your sister. Whenever I hear that my sister was almost fainting.

One day shortly before graduation night, the dormitory only two of us at the end of June, the day has been very hot in the dormitory, we only wear shorts and vest, I was reading in bed, I am on the side with his hands over his elder sister's arm playing days, sister body heat the smell is very strong, I became confused, holding sister hand on my breast, my hand, just a hand full of my little sister like breast, unconsciously with the thumb and index finger across the small vest rubbed my nipples, my hands holding her full sister the breast, nipple friction sister finger, sister's nipples hard, I feel very strange. My breast, the nipple is very small, like a peanut; my breast is very small, the nipple is great, like a big red dates. When I opened the make blind and disorderly conjectures, my sister, I saw her face red, chest heaving, looks angry. I said: you are gay,

It was 1993, we only know that homosexuality is abnormal, morbid, decadent, degenerate, is declining capitalism things. I heard three words to say gay, I broke out in a cold sweat. From then on I and the elder sister together becomes very natural, not long after we graduate from the beginning also wrote several letters empty letter, slowly lost contact.

Just a few days before the Internet, broke into the female comrade (lesbian) website, just know lesbian three words there is another meaning. Love is watching lesbian articles, although after seeing the blush, bloated, wet, uncomfortable, but could not help but want to see. I think the net and sister's story, my heart is very confused, I was a lesbian? I don't see love looks like a man, I love watching the boy looks delicate, very beautiful girl let me plump. I was Petite delicate, very feminine, I know I'm not T (male lesbian). What's the matter with me? I don't know, who can tell me?